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ImpOSteR SyNdrOmE

  • Writer: Eli Vasquez
    Eli Vasquez
  • Jun 21, 2023
  • 2 min read

cant bear to be sober

want my life to be over

don't let em know what your going through

because then they gon change how they viewin you

so instead i sat back and i withdrew,


life of the party

sip the bacardi

drink in my cup

things startin to look up


the demons are gone

i feel like a swan

im perfect as fuck

this shit aint just luck

i feel like im worthy

its my time for glory


why i gotta do

this shit just to get through

bitch im just as worthy as you


years neglected

trauma inflected

its contradictin

the way that i move

the things that i do


bitch im a star

n im goin far

im dangerous as fuck

bitch you betta duck


cause this pain is whats fueling me

they make it so haard to get the degree

because they kno education is the key


subordinance

in ordinance

with the foundation

of the nation

started in the legislation

wanted the annihilation

of anyone who wasn’t caucasion

aint no such thing as reparations

got everyone practicing assimilation

this pain felt swept crossed the nation


heightened level of understanding

on how this world is twice as demanding

n they wonder why so many ppl chanting


can’t you see the regression

scared to say the word oppression

so instead they turned to transgressions

said they got a confession

asked if they could ask a question

minus all the aggression

looked to check my face expression

hope i don’t give the wrong impression

asked if i’m in the wrong profession

never had this much discretion,


bitch is that even a question

or just an attack

i’m here to clap back

i’m all that you lack

then i stopped in my tracks

have i fell through the cracks

take a look at the facts

it’s really just me

talking to me

using the dialect of a troubled society


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