the restoration of generational love

8/11/23

how does one attain self fufilment? how do you balance supporting yourself and allowing others to help provide support to you? i've never felt a stable sense of support system when it came to love and vulnerability. my family doesn't know how to express their emotions so instead we bottled them up and allowed them to bleed onto the ones we love most, the ones we fear losing most - almost as if an unconcious test of their love and commitment. this cycle of pain eats us up and inhibits us from fully loving and accepting ourselves.

our souls have experienced 14 generations of trauma and counting. our pain is valid. our anger is valid. we deserve to be loved through our healing journey. we deserve to be loved as we learn what love is... what love looks like... what love feels like. we deserve to be treated with compassion when we are struggling to exude it ourselves.

i am human and i am flawed. i am human and i am beautiful. i release the self judgments. i release the opinions of others. i release my need to feel loved. i am the only one capable of loving my inner child the way they deserve. i am opening my heart to vulnerability. i am amplifying my voice and through me a scilenced generation. i trust in the universe, in my ancestors, and in myself. i will no longer stand in my way and i will pave a way for others.