me to me

look foo your visibility is dangerous mfs always gonna try n tear you down bc they see how strong you are how strong you will be and how threatening that is. don't let them. only you can tear you down. their voice in your head will pass and yours will be all apparent.... listen to it. know your worth your beauty your strength your power. too many people have told you you were unworthy. have showed this to you with their actions. this world was not created for you and still you created the world around you, your world. appreciate how far you have grown all that you have become and the hell you went through to make it happen. remember some people are just born and thats enough. you were born and you had to fight. everyone. for everything but its okay kiddo, you don't have to fight anymore. it is no longer you vs the world, it is you versus you in whatever world you want to create for yourself. no ones expectations are your own. this is the value of having to deconstruct the world around you. this is the pain that forced me to grow to flourish into the INCREDIBLE human being i am today. ik it may not always seem like it but bitch you have been through SO MUCH at such a young age and you always thought you were alone, you're not. learn to love learn to trust learn to let go of that unhealed version of yourself so that this new version of you can be everything. give them all the loving you didn't give your younger self, the forgiveness, the emotion, the vulnerability. let your guard down and don't be scared to get hurt.... embrace the pain. remember that pain is what allowed this version of you to flourish into the pretty little flower you are today. pain is scary but it is necessary. we are all scared of being hurt. remember to be scared of being hurt means to be scared of possibility. Scared of love. love yourself Elias . appreciate who you are and who you will become. don’t lose sight of the present moment for every second counts. every second you are growing and learning and LIVING. appreciate every breath. everything lies within you. meditate. clear your mind and introspect. this will be a year of growth. be gentle with yourself. be kind to your inner child who is still trying to heal. protect them. celebrate them. don’t get too involved in any one identity for you are a collection of creations no one piece more significant than the other. no one identity more definitive than the other. all necessary to create the masterpiece that is your life. your soul. you have a purpose on this earth just as every other individual, it is up to you whether you achieve it.